Apology to my fellow PCer's

Posts: 1831 · Posted: 13.06.2007, 16:56

I have been kind of quiet for awhile. I just wanted to say I do check in and read your posts but have not been up to do much posting.

I have been in a depressed state for a bit due to a lot of family things and what not and I have just not been able to get my pep, attitude and mind out of a depressed state. I know I will eventually and I will be back to my old self but please bear with me. I am here and I do love you all but there is a lot of things going on in my life right now that just has not put me in the mood for much else.

Love ya all...

Valeria

Posts: 2057 · Posted: 13.06.2007, 18:18

i know just where you are val, i have been there on many occassions, all you can do is ride it out & one day it'll just seem like, what happened? depression is sure an amazing thing, dunno where it comes from nor where it goes, but when it hits, it hits hard, but then as hard as it comes, it goes also, if you ever need to talk i'm here Smile

Posts: 1742 · Posted: 13.06.2007, 18:48

Cheer up Val it does always get better...I have noticed your not your spunky self and I hope to see the spunkyness back soon.Wish I could make a funny face at you so you could at least smile...(I have lots of those lmao Very Happy

Posts: 399 · Posted: 13.06.2007, 21:26

I hear ya loud and clear Valeria!!! you are an awesome person, and im sure all our members will understand....especially me....since im not sure anyone has noticed i also havent been posting much....depression seems to be hitting many places these days....for many different reasons! i myself have my own world of things that have just made me quiet....my umpfth seems to be missing. I figure when the things that seems to have taken ahold of my umpfth, deminish....i will be a stronger more experienced individual.

I wish you the best Valeria!! and know you will be fine! if you want to chat let me know....my msn id is in my profile if you have msn....anywho....
thanks for the post.
big hugs
joy aka notLOL

Ps I miss you charla!!! like i said my umpfth seems to be taken and being held for an unknown ransom...plus if you read in the paper last week charla, the 17 year old who was playing russian roulette, was one of my non biological sons!! he called me mom and damn....things are just not right these days....my soul hurts!!

Posts: 2921 · Posted: 14.06.2007, 01:22

Oh, God, my children and friends ,

First, notLOL, how could you possible think I do not miss you like hell? Did you not read my post when I just got back with WSOP news? I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH.....as I do my lovely Valeria!

MY HEART IS BREAKING FOR YOU! BECAUSE.........I KNOW what you are going thru!

Believe it or not, I HAVE BEEN THERE!

And one thing I know: when you finally live thru it.....you come out the other side SO MUCH better off! Stronger, wiser, understanding so much more since it forces you to develope more character and GROW, GROW, GROW like from a caterpillar to a butterfly!

And God knows I understand family sorrows.

I truly care for you! SOOOOO much!

And I will wait for you forever!

YourGuru, blessed for knowing you.

Posts: 498 · Posted: 14.06.2007, 11:29

My heart goes out to all my crusher family here. Miss You All Very Much!!

To think my non posting prob is just bcuz my computer took a major dump... and the one im using is so constipated ot makes me grunt just looking at it.

I hope to be back posting in a few weeks ..until then Crushers Take Care

and Guru...try to behave urself lol

Posts: 1831 · Posted: 14.06.2007, 16:47

Thank you for all your loving words my PC family! Even though some of you have gone through - I wouldn't want to wish it on anyone BUT hearing your stories has helped lift my spirits. In a way it is like not being alone and actually made me feel better.
You have all been a great lift to my spirit and mind Smile

I will be glad when I am back to normal.

Posts: 301 · Posted: 15.06.2007, 10:53

You are all such wonderful people, and this forum is such a wonderful place to be. Especially in traumatic times.
I am far from over my trouble's, but I'm in a much healthier state of mind because of the Poker Crush Forum and it's wonderful caring people who I also like to proudly refer to as 'My Family'.
Valeria & notLOL, you are the backbone of my family and my thoughts are with you both. I hope and wish upon you brighter days. You deserve nothing less, and I'm sure you will see them soon.
mojojds, I noticed your posts were missing and I'm so sorry I didn't ask why, because I definately missed your humour and input a lot.
Thank you all so much.

Alan

Posts: 151 · Posted: 15.06.2007, 17:28

To Valeria and notLOL ...

This is my "feel better song's" lyrics - it always helps ...

DAWN

When darkness is no less than everything you've built become undone
There's no fight and no flight, disaster leaves your passion overrun

It's time to let go, it's time to carry on with the show
don't mourn what is gone, greet the dawn

n' I will be standing by your side
together we'll face the turning tide

Remembrance, can be a sentence, but it comes to you with a second chance in tow
Don't lose it, don't refuse it, cos you cannot learn a thing you think you know

A new light is warm, shining down on you after the storm
Don't mourn what is gone, greet the dawn

n' I will be standing by your side
together we'll face the turning tide

Poppy aka all_the_way_4U

Posts: 3301 · Posted: 15.06.2007, 18:28

Very inspiring Poppy.
You devil you.Sneaking in with a new alias.
Love your new name.It can mean so
many different things,from a budding flower to
a wise old grandpa.You being female guess which suits you.

Posts: 151 · Posted: 15.06.2007, 18:37

LOL Bower ... Smile

This account was actually "made" for me ...
The ID was someone else's idea not mine.

I didn't even know what Poppy was until dear ALW told me LOL
It had nothing to do with my hair color ... but my native language not being English LOL

Thanks again for your warm "welcome" Bower ... I appriciate it very much Smile

Poppy (all_the_way_4U)